As promised, the first thing I have to show you is an art journal page (a double spread) that I made following week one’s lesson of Art, Heart and Healing:
The left page was therapeutic – writing down negative thoughts and then covering them with layer on layer of prettiness, finally adding a sentence of how to use those negative thoughts positively.
My negative thoughts were all about worrying that I’m not a good enough mum, wife, friend, artist etc, because I feel I try to do too much to make any of it perfect. I decided my negative thoughts are trying to tell me that if I want to try and balance these things, then I need to stop stressing about them all being faultless. It doesn’t matter if my daughter sometimes watches more TV than I’d like so that I can cook the dinner, and if I want to spend an evening watching telly with hubby then I shouldn’t stress about not getting an online challenge done that I’d wanted to do. This is a message that I knew already really, but hopefully having an art journal page to remind me will help me be strong about it:
The right hand page is sort of a self-portrait – one that doesn’t necessarily look like me, but is supposed to represent me. It must look like me a little bit, because when I showed it to my daughter she said ‘it’s mummy!’. Tam suggested we should take a word that sums up the positive move forward and write it on the portrait somewhere, so I chose ‘balance’ – you can just about see it between the collarbones:
I loved creating this page. The lesson was a video with Tam talking you though all the steps, and it gave me real confidence with shading and building up layers. It was also great to finally get use out of some watercolour pencils my mum bought me years ago (thanks mum!) but which had been sitting in the bottom of a cupboard. Now I want some more! If you’d like to give the class a go, you can still join up and see this lesson. The course is free, you just have to sign up to Tam’s ning site (also free). Go to http://www.willowing.ning.com/.
Next up tonight is an item inspired by the Paper Variety blog – their challenge this week is to create a project that incorperates candy or other sweet treats. So I made this: